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|ARTICLE:||BUT I CAN'T PRAY ALOUD! PASTORAL INSIGHTS|
|OUTLINE:||PART I - Introduction|
|PART II - Common Reasons Why Folk Cannot Pray Off-the-Cuff|
|PART III - Practical Advice|
BUT I CAN'T PRAY ALOUD!
For those who can't, those who pastor them - and others too!
|PART I - Introduction||(back to top)|
I have written this article because of the enormous guilt some Christians may feel about not being able to pray aloud
off-the-cuff, and also because of the wrong pressures to do it that other Christians may unwittingly impose.
In some Christian circles folk do not even expect their leaders to be able to pray extempore; while in others it seems almost to be a requirement for Christian membership.
What follows will help you understand much more about praying off-the-cuff, and it will help your attitude to those whose experience of it differs from your own, whatever your present position.
How should Christians regard the ability to pray off-the-cuff ('extempore'?)
|PART II - Common Reasons Why Folk Cannot Pray Off-the-Cuff|
Whether this praying-aloud is our own problem or the problem of someone whom we pastor, it is equally useful to review the
most common reasons why folk feel they cannot do it. Usually there will not be a single reason but a combination of factors.
My list will cover the most common ones.
|1. Optional||(back to top)|
We face many demanding and embarrassing situations in which we are required to speak - at school, at the chemist,
at the doctor's, answering a phone, and so on. In these difficult situations we cannot opt out, but have to grit our
teeth and get on with it! At such times our heart beats a hundred-to-the-dozen and our mouths dry up, but we do it
because we have no choice. If it happens often enough it generally gets easier for us.
One of the difficulties about praying off-the-cuff, is that in most churches and homes such praying aloud is optional. If we had had no choice in the matter, we would have mastered it years ago! Because we've never been made to, we constantly put off mastering today what we can get-away-with leaving until tomorrow. [Some folk indefinitely postpone learning to ride a bike, drive, or cook an egg.]
|2. No Shallow End||(back to top)|
It is at home that we are first loved; where we first fail; where we are first forgiven, and where we know ourselves still
to be loved. At best, parents (a) restore our faith in ourselves and so (b) enable us to master new skills. When speaking
with God off-the-cuff is part of the home scene, we learn it as we learn to speak with others. It is much more difficult
if we have not been brought up with it due to the absence of Grace and/or Family Prayers.
When we begin to learn something we are like children - whatever our age! There is no other route to acquiring skills. Would-be swimmers are thoughtfully provided with a 'shallow end'. Unfortunately the church is often less kind and would-be pray-ers find themselves plunged into the terrifyingly deep end of the average Prayer Meeting!
|3. Cushion Syndrome||(back to top)|
Another reason why praying aloud can be difficult might be termed 'cushion syndrome'.
'Keeping one's religion to oneself' is a particularly British trait, (and is quite contrary to Scripture!). It breeds dangerous assumptions. One of the worst is that neither God nor anyone else has any right to make religious demands of me.
The pub sign The Cushion and the Crown has been taken to symbolize this view of Christianity - a Cushion in this life and a Crown in the next! This view is very common indeed, and God's blessing misunderstood in terms of comfort (see the article Blessings - Helping to Retain Them).
Unfortunately parsons have, in the past, tended to reinforce this, and given the impression that they are paid to talk to God instead of us.
The view that 'religion is one's own affair' can lead to a non-verbal faith, based on deep feelings but the actual content of which is not known to the person concerned, and cannot be communicated to others.
|4. Self||(back to top)|
We become embarrassed when we are aware of ourselves; when we are not, we are not embarrassed - it is as simple as that!
The mother whose child is in danger can rush into the street in her nightie without a second thought, because at that time
the child has become all important and there is no room left for her to be aware of herself.
Perfect love casts out fear
, to which the writer added and whoever fears has not reached perfection in love.
Children are not self-conscious: it is something we acquire as we get older, and - if we are to inherit the Kingdom of God - it is something which as Christians we need to recapture.
Embarrassment should not be thought of as a permanent injury! We didn't start life with it, and with God's grace, we'll hope not to end life with it either! The New Testament shows that it was a lack of embarrassment that was the hallmark of the early Christians, and one of the fruits of Pentecost.
|5. 'Children who ask...'||(back to top)|
Another cause of difficulty when praying aloud is that some readers may have grown-up under the domestic rule that
'Children who ask don't get!' It was invented by grown-ups to avoid the spoilt and pestering child. Whatever the
short-term merits of such teaching, its long-term results can be disastrous!
Our experience of our parents provides some of the basic building-bricks of our spiritual lives. If 'asking' is wrong, and we dare not ask Mother or Father, we will later have difficulty in asking our Heavenly Father. It is the very opposite of the Gospel . Jesus taught -
If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things / the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!
The spoiled child is not the child who asks, but who has the misfortune to have parents who can only say 'Yes'! It is natural to ask. Rather than restrict this, it is better to let children ask and to learn early that Love does not always say 'Yes', but quite often 'Wait' or 'No'. In this way the experience of Love denying us what we want - yet still loving us - is a very positive element in our later religious experience.
(It may not be too far-fetched to see that the 'children-who-ask-don't-get' teaching may show itself in a tendency in certain Christian traditions to think that the intercession of others, whether priests or saints, will be 'better' and 'more effective' than our own.)
|6. Worth-less?||(back to top)|
Our sense of our own worth can be another reason why praying aloud is difficult.
Much of what I have written above is tied-up with our 'worth' and our image of ourselves. Embarrassment stems from an
anxiety about our worth in the eyes of others. If we are not bothered what others think of us we will not be embarrassed,
if we are bothered - we will be! The child whose requests are snubbed is led to feel that he/she and his/her feelings and
hopes are of no value. 'Clearly I'm not worth listening to; my requests are not worth heeding...'
'Wor-ship' equals 'Worth-ship'. As 'friend-ship' is the experience of friends, so 'wor-ship' is the experience of our worth.
That which denies our worth is contrary to Christ.
To retain, for whatever reason, wrong estimates of our own worthlessness is to deny all that God has revealed in Jesus. Kneel before a representation of Christ on the Cross and say aloud (if you can) 'You endured this for me, but I will still live as if I am of no worth to you!'
To retain worthlessness when our worth has been so demonstrated is not humility but arrogance, not piety but pride. Such blasphemy serves the Devil well, for it demolishes the foundation of true worship and true witness, and renders us non-combatants in Christ's Army.
There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.
As we grow into the Gospel and reflect on the Cross, so our true worth dawns upon us.
In view of what God has done for us, we have no right to hug to ourselves our worthless image like the 'comforter-blanket' we had at the age of three! For, believe me, we can use it to avoid many costly and demanding things. As the Spirit leads us into all Truth he will not long allow us to believe that we have no worth to God, that our requests are of no interest to him, or that our faltering prayers of no joy to him.
|7. Professionalism||(back to top)|
Most of us have grown up in churches of 'pyramid' structure with the holiest, strongest and most effective seemingly at
the top and average and useless at the bottom! Many religious activities: witnessing, taking part in worship, praying
aloud, etc., seem to be the exclusive activity of those at the 'top'. The 'top-people' usually dress differently in church
and sit in a special and usually 'higher' place.
This means that lots of us tend to measure our abilities by the 'professionals' - and lose heart immediately. [Although sometimes the professionals do things so badly it must be a great encouragement to all - but that's another story!]
|8. Pride||(back to top)|
If folk are feeling guilty about not being able to pray extempore, the very last thing I would want would be to make
them feel even more guilty. But as I have pondered this subject and determined to treat it as kindly as possible I cannot
get away from the necessity of this heading - 'Pride'. Pride tarnishes everything we do and praying and praying aloud is
One of the reasons for the inability to pray aloud may be simple old-fashioned Pride:
I have too much pride to risk making a fool of myself...
I have too much pride to risk exposing myself in this way...
You may have lived with this so long and wrapped it up in so many theories to protect yourself that neither you nor others
are aware of the place of pride in the problem.
It is possible that you have used some of the customary diversions to avoid your pride being uncovered:
Prayer is nonsense. If prayer worked - why Auschwitz?
Those who go to prayer meetings are no better than I am!
I have theological problems with intercessory prayer...
The best means of defence is always attack. If you find yourself attacking others on this or related areas, ask yourself
what it is you are having to defend in yourself or protect so harshly.
|9. Wrong Theology||(back to top)|
Another cause of difficulty when folk pray aloud may be their personal 'theology'.
Some people will not be able to speak to God because for them he is not real. Others will not be able to speak to him aloud
in prayer because he is wrongly real, in other words they have wrong ideas about him. If they think him to be
impersonal, angry, or distant, then their wrong beliefs about him will make spontaneous talking with him difficult. They
will not think of themselves as theologians or even having a 'theology', but what we think about God is our 'theology',
and it profoundly influences us.
The New Testament theology of God in relation to prayer was well illustrated on the occasion when a Vicar's child was in church.
'Let us pray..' said the Vicar.
'Oh my Daddy!' exclaimed the child, as her heart leaped up in recognition and love!
Adults will know that the spiritual equivalent of this can only come about by the Spirit being poured into our hearts:
When we cry, 'Abba! Father!' it is that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God.
|10. Leading God Astray||(back to top)|
There are those who feel that only 'correct' prayer is allowed, and are so filled with the fear of praying wrongly that
they do not pray aloud at all!
This belief can be dismissed at once as nonsense, since it turns everything up-side-down! God is not a puppet on the strings of my prayers - and if he were he would not be God! Our prayers can never dictate his action; he is not at our mercy. A wrong prayer might cause him to smile, but not to act wrongly!
A great fear of praying wrongly implies that the results lie in our hands not God's. Children don't hesitate to chat to their parents about the things they'd like. They do not hold-back for fear their requests are 'wrong'. They make their requests first, and wait for the parental response!
|PART III - Practical Advice|
I have above, listed ten reasons why folk find praying extempore difficult. I hope that the pastors of those who find
this difficult will be sensitive to the very real fear that folk have and why they may have it.
Before concluding with practical advice both for such individuals and their pastors, something needs to be said about liberty.
|Liberty?||(back to top)|
The opposite of bondage is liberty - not compulsion. If you cannot pray aloud do not automatically assume that those
who can are enjoying a liberty which is denied you. It often happens that Christians pray aloud not as a joyful exercise
of spiritual freedom, but under a group-compulsion to 'produce the spiritual goods', and to behave out of fear of those
There are always pressures upon us to conform to group behaviour, and to meet group-expectancy. To pray extempore because you are too fearful not to is not liberty! (It is a pity that Christians have never encouraged saying 'pass' at certain prayer meetings in which the group motivation to verbalize intercession seems to creep stealthily around the room!)
|Practical Advice||(back to top)|
I will not separate my advice to leaders and to those for whom such prayer is difficult, since each will be helped by
what is addressed to the other!
|A Prayer||(back to top)|
I thank you for Jesus my Lord,
and for all that he shows me of your love for me.
Kindle afresh your Holy Spirit within me,
that I may love you, praise you, and serve you more.
Through Jesus Christ, Amen.
|Copyright John Richards 2002, but waived for users of www.helpforchristians.co.uk|